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I have 3 young kids and tubes are tied. I started breaking out in cystic acne on my face and back, and dr. put me on beyaz. It has helped, but I have gained a couple of lbs, and as silly as it may sound, I feel like I have increased cellulite and water retention. Im halfway through my 3rd month on the pill and I really just want to quit mid-pack. However, I am so scared to start breaking out again. I had hormones tested prior to starting on bc, and was expecting testoterone to be high, but it was actually low. blood sugar was low, and a few other things were borderline. Noone has any suggestions. I have so many red marks from acne that it taking forever to heal. I just don't know what to do at this point. Back breakouts are so gross, too. Never had that when I was in highschool, or before children at all for that matter. I don't want to be on birth control forever. I am also taking wellbutrin, and mild anit-depressant, again, because I feel so imbalanced after baby #3. Nothing severe, just irritable, resltelss, and borderline depressed here and there. I think stickcing to a holistic, vegan diet may be the answer to all of this, but I don't know if it's faith or will power that I am lacking.